Realism

3 Dec 2009
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Relient K - My Girl’s Ex Boyfriend

When he was seeing her
You could see he had his doubts
And now he’s missing her
Because he knows he’s missing out
Now it’s haunting him
The memories like a ghost
He’s so terrified
Cause no one else even comes close

He’s a guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake he made back then
I owe it all to my girl’s ex-boyfriend

So then, along comes me,
This undeserving mess (undeserving mess)
Who would believe my life
Would be so blessed (life would be so blessed)
Two years ago
When he left all that to breathe (left all that to breathe)
Who would have known
He would leave everything I need

He’s a guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake he made back then
I owe it all to my girl’s ex-boyfriend

If it wasn’t for him
I would still be searching
If it wasn’t for him
I wouldn’t know my best friend
If it wasn’t for him
He would be able to see
If it wasn’t for him
He’d be as happy as me

When she and I settle down you can bet
That he is going to have to settle for less
He’s someone that I would hate to be
I got the girl and he’s left with just the memory.

He’s a guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake he made back then
I owe it all to my girl’s ex-boyfriend

If it wasn’t for him
I would still be searching
If it wasn’t for him
I wouldn’t know my best friend
If it wasn’t for him
He would be able to see
If it wasn’t for him
He would be as happy as me
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cute song huh ;)

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3 Dec 2009
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I tried.

Really. I tried. But i still can’t accept these new terms in my life.
It’s so foreign, and new.

But then, earlier on today, something made this heavy gut feeling in me just decrease tremendously. I just realised, that it’s all changed. Nothing i know seems familliar. That whole thing i saw, was just…wow.

Thank you really.
For opening this route in my heart, i feel like i’m getting closer to home.

The above song goes out to you people who had their knights in shining armour turn out to be losers in aluminium foil.

Good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

For the happiness of the people i love, yall must never stop pursuing your own happiness. Whatever it may be, happiness is life. =]

P.S. I have to wake up in about 4 hours time, and i’m here not asleep. aha, and here i am tumbling. Okay, got to go now… :)

1 Dec 2009
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My heart keeps flowing out even when i don’t want it to. But you know what? I will let it be. I will let it be until i get sick of it. Until this becomes something normal. Until this doesn’t hurt anymore. Until i can say i’m okay without the exhausting effort to keep up with everyone.

At least i know, that i was never in denial. That i was never a masquerade, that i conquered my emotions, that everything was realism. What i had, and what i know, and what we were, they were my greatest treasure and probably still is..And noone, noone can ever take that away from me much less try to understand that.

“Pain and suffering are always inevitable for a large intelligence and a deep heart. The really great women, must, i think, have great sadness on earth.”

The reason why you will never be anything like me, grow up.
You and whatever you are, can never measure up to me and what i have and what i had been through.
Get your act together before you come flaunting your shit in my face.

P.S. Sorry, something pissed me off. I hate to be pissed. I sound so bitter.

1 Dec 2009
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Relient K - Come Right Out And Say It

I’d better rest my eyes
‘Cause I’m growing weary of
This point you’ve been trying to make
So rather than imply
Why don’t you just verbalize
All the things that you’re trying to say

Thought this would turn out so well
But I’m beginning to see
That instead it’s trouble
Into a pattern we fell
Of prolonging the inevitable

[Chorus:]
Why don’t you
Come right out and say it?
Even if the words are probably gonna hurt
I’d rather have the truth
Than something insincere
Why don’t you
Come right out and say it (come right out and say it)?
What it is you’re thinking
Though I’m thinking it’s not what I wanna hear

I better check my pride
Because I was starting to think
I was on to something good
But things started to slide
And I sit here in retrospect
And understanding that I misunderstood
Thought I could make up your mind
And then this decision locks up
So tight it couldn’t be touched
Thought you were being so kind
But keeping your mouth sealed shut
Rather than just opening it up

[Chorus]

And I tried
To guess what goes on in your head
‘Cause in your mind
I just might find
All those things you left unsaid
And I’ll try to make you not regret anything
Later on after I’m gone
You’ll wish that you
Had listened to me (listened to me)

Why don’t you
Come right out and say it
Even if the words are gonna hurt
We’re better off this way
Why don’t you
Come right out and say come right out and say
What I know you’re thinking anyway
Why don’t you
Come right out and say it
Even if the words are probably gonna hurt
I’d rather have the truth than something insincere
Why don’t you
Come right out and say it (come right out and say it)
What it is you’re thinking
And just what it is you’re thinking

________________________
Yup, this pretty much sums it all up again, once more.

I love music.
I love Relient K.

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1 Dec 2009
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Tyler Hilton - I’m Looking Through You

I’m looking through you, where did you go
I thought I knew you, what did I know?
You don’t look different, but you have changed
I’m looking through you, you’re not the same

Your lips are moving, I cannot hear
Your voice is soothing, but the words aren’t clear
You don’t sound differnt, but i’ve learned the game.
I’m looking through you, you’re not the same

Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right?
Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight

You’re thinking of me, the same old way
You were above me, but not today
The only difference is you’re down there
I’m looking through you, and you’re nowhere.

Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right?
Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight

I’m looking through you, where did you go
I thought I knew you, what did I know
You don’t look different, but something have changed
I’m looking through you, you’re not the same

Well..that pretty much sums it up.

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1 Dec 2009
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Tyler Hilton

I listen to his songs every single day…yes, every single day.
I can relate to all his songs so much.

And he’s pretty much talented.
His songs rocks and he’s moving up the list, close to my DC.

30 Nov 2009
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juliasegal:

rhnrzk:

Best class picture ever?

Two girls are making out upfront…BUT are the guys on the end doing the Soulja Boy Superman Dance??? WOW. That’d be just about awesome.

HOLY SHIT!!!

This is…WOW.
Photo of the day mann.

30 Nov 2009
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(via loveyourchaos)

Story of my life.

30 Nov 2009
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“Someone’s opinion of you does not have to become your reality.”

— Les Brown (via littlemiss)

30 Nov 2009
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awoodennickel:

a little moog rock for all you late-nighters out there.
Thanx For Stayin by Reggie & The Full Effect
enjoy

I really enjoyed this. It still stuck to me even when i was in the shower. haha.
Thanks for the post :)

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30 Nov 2009
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hellonumbernine:

(via peyotecoyote)

I see.

hahahahahaha, gosh, i can’t stop laughing, i need to pee!

30 Nov 2009
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(via ache)

Tragedy.Calamity.Cataclysm.Catastrophe.Disaster.

All of which could have been avoided.

30 Nov 2009
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$kari-shma: erinsshenanigans: This is an accurate description of my current mood. [Via] mine too. 1 hour, 15 minutes until I get off work. tickity tock. How is it that my mondays are exactly like this too: Suffocation -.-Next week, it’s gonna drag to 9pm till we’re released. 9pm, seriously?At 9 pm while yall are probably taking showers and naps, i’ll be in Yio Chu Kang, in school.. =\ Night classes are fine, but it’s tiring, really..Thank god for FPM’s class cancellation.Life sucks yea, *sucks thumb *snorts$

kari-shma:

erinsshenanigans:

This is an accurate description of my current mood.

[Via]

mine too. 1 hour, 15 minutes until I get off work. tickity tock.

How is it that my mondays are exactly like this too: Suffocation -.-
Next week, it’s gonna drag to 9pm till we’re released. 9pm, seriously?
At 9 pm while yall are probably taking showers and naps, i’ll be in Yio Chu Kang, in school.. =\

Night classes are fine, but it’s tiring, really..Thank god for FPM’s class cancellation.

Life sucks yea, *sucks thumb *snorts

30 Nov 2009
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“There are things we easily forget. People we think are easily replaceable. Relationships we throw away because we think it’s not worth our time and effort. And then there are those that we can’t let go at all, no matter how bad the memories were. We hang on to them because when all is said and done, when people finally left and relationships weaken, memories are all we would ever have.”

— (via poeticheartache) (via bringyourfloweredhat)

30 Nov 2009
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bringyourfloweredhat:

poeticheartache:

(via staree)

Probably.

But all that i was left to hang on to was the fact that you stopped being the surest thing that i had now.

Above all, i want to stop feeling like i’ve moved forward only to find myself move 3 steps back. It’s the present right now, it’s the present we have. There’s no point clinging to the past. The past is the past. Too bad for us, time machines don’t exist and we’re all definitely no Hiro Nakamuras’.

(It’s a heroes thing, he’s a time traveller…)